Die Friend DieThere was a face in the window. Pale white with ice blue eyes. Her pale pink lips call, call for another attack. An attack for what? An attack for depresion. Glass eyes. Looking right through me. Black yarn hair hangs to the side. It's her doll. The girl's best friend. The 5'10, brown hair, blue eyed girl. A tiny doll, her other side. Black yarn, pale skin, glass eyes. When they were little, they'd play. Play and play and play. Play into the darkest hours of night. That all stopped one day.
There was a knife beside the bed. The bed where the big doll slept. She cried one night. Cried over a boy. Someone that broke her doll part heart. She'd hurt him if she could, but she can't. Something inside of her is saying no. She needs to hurt someone. The doll. Her best friend. She'll kill her best friend. That won't hurt, would it? No, they have no minds, no souls, so why would she hurt? The girl picks up the knife. Creeping over to the doll, she stabs it. Tears run down her face as she keeps s
Highway?I'm heading back down that road
The road that leads me nowhere
The road that takes me from the past
The road that takes me to my future
You're sitting in the passengers seat
Coming with me on my journey.
I don't know where I'm headed to
All I know is that it is somewhere better then here
Somewhere better then the hell I'm in
A hell of torturing, name calling, and pain
You're coming with me
I know you'll always be on my side
I roll my windows down in my '69 Chevy
Not the kind of car you're used to
The wind blows through my hair
Letting it dance next to the scents of my new home
I close my eyes on this straight away
Letting this new place take my scences
This new country
Is full of medows full of flowers
Clear, blue skys,
Flocks of birds flying together.
A perfect place to raise our kids,
I think, playing with the diamond ring on my finger.
We drive by our new house,
Rose gardens surrounding it.
The tallest tree can't come close
To being the size of this.
I'm not used to the rich lifesty
Would you care?If I was to die now,
Would you care?
Would you read the paper?
If a bullet went though my chest,
Would you shed a tear?
Would there only be one person,
Who would be at my funeral?
Would you be mourning,
Or would you shrug it off?
What would you do?
Would you bat an eyelash?
Would you play the song,
The song I want at my funeral?
What do you care?
You never liked me,
I was just another person in the world
Only one person cares for me
And that's my baby.
Sam's the only one who would care,
His love for me flows longer then the Delaware,
The river that seperates us.
As I get lowered into the ground,
He'll be the only one to throw a white rose on my casket,
Not even my parents will be there.
Sam, the only one that truely loves me,
Sam, the only one that I truely love,
Sam's tear will be the only one to touch my final resting place.
Cloud NineThere's a cloud up in the heavens
Virgin white, and fluffy
Made for two lovers
As soft as the cotton sheets
Where we made love every night
You've fallen out of the heavens
You've fallen from that cloud
Right into my arms
It's been saved for us
When I finally get my wings
Right beside me you will stand
At the gates of heaven
Your wing lightly brushing against my arm
I get onto my knees
And my wings are placed delicatly on my back
Your hand holds mine
As my wings get their first flap
With you as my teacher
I know I can do anything
We start our first flight together to our cloud
Looking over beutiful medows
I see our kids
All grown up
Playing with their kids
Looking up into the sky
As they look
They see this very cloud
This cloud where we will stay
For eternity with eachother
In your arms I will be
As the Earth burns into the firery depths of hell
We'll be safe from the flames
Nothing can hurt us
And everything is perfect
My TrainA train came into station
I was waiting on deck for it
There was a present inside there for me
The person who I'm waiting for
You're going to come off that train
I'm going to jump into your arms
And you're going to take me away
To a place where I won't hurt anymore
To a place where I can be with you forever
But for now,
I'll be standing on this platform
Watching train after train go by
Seeing loved ones jump into eachothers arms
And I'll be waiting for you
In my dirty, tornup clothes
I'll be waiting for that day
I see you in the window
The only one on the train
The train slows down
But never stops
And out eyes finally meet
And rolling down your face is a tear
A tear that matches mine
As you head off into the sunset
I know that you'll come back to me
It always happens
And I'll be waiting here at this trainstation
Waiting for my love to come back to me
Kissing RaindropsSo sweet
The taste of water from the heavens
Showers my lips in happiness
Make my taste buds dance
It reminds me of your sweet lips
That would graze against mine
After saying I love you
Your taste, so fresh
Like a morning dew
On the freshly mown grass
I miss your rain
Is kissing me painfully
I need to run in the field
And taste your sweetness again
I'm starting to forget the taste
The taste of true love
Pale Green WallsSilence-
The white tile floor
Reflects the bright light from above
The pale green walls
Echo the sounds of the teachers
The boy infront of me sits restless
As the morning news comes on.
The desks in neat little rows
Five in each
All wearing white shirts
And khachies and skirts
The black and white planner sits on my desk
Unopened, unused, untouched
These green walls say something to me
They say that I'm no longer a child
I have lost all my playmates
And my Barbies have burned
The attached desks
Does nothing to help me remember my childhood.
I want to run through the fields of innocence again
I want to be able to sit infront of the TV
Watching cartoons, neverending
My inner child has left me
And gone to a new child
A new life.
A baby has been born
The same time when I died
The time I entered this room
The room that confines me
The room that took my childhood away
My homeroom with the pale green walls.
Another Summer BuerialWe're in a field,
Full of tombstones,
Of summers that have went before
The people weep,
As their precious summer gets put in the ground.
It's time they go home now,
And pack away those shorts for jeans.
Vacuuming up the last few grains of sand
From the trunk of the car
Where the chairs used to sit.
Held in that bag,
Are now textbooks and binders,
Instead of magazines and sunscreen
We're starting a new experiance
A thing called high school
And I'm not scared.
FateI was braught there
By an ex lover
Said he loved me
Said he'd be with me for eternity
I met you there
I got to know you
I fell in love instantly
And you caught me
You're my safety net
You're my knight in shining armor
All I saw was pixles on the screen
But I fell inlove with the person on the other side of the monitor
Something clicked when I first talked to you
Something happened when we accidently bumped into eachother
Was something called fate